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Posting Date 2009-08-10 07:44:34
Author millerst
Title I wanted more
Category kissed a boy/girl
Where it happend Friend's House
Age then 17
Age now 22
Gender MALE
Viewed 64
Story Length 656
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I was hanging out at with some classmates when I was younger at a house. We were planning a school event and having a bonding sleepover for the planning committee we were on. I was a junior to a private school that was known for its liberal/hippyish and rather free spirited population and so most people had hooked up with someone else. However, I hadn't. I was a pretty insecure kid and never had the courage to make a move on a girl and no one had ever asked me out.

After we finished our planning we decided to hang out in Jenny's bedroom for a while before going to sleep. Being hormone raging teens, of course, the conversation turned to sex. There were seven of us there. Me, my best friend brad (goofy and confident) , a sophomore guy I didn't know to well named Chris, a girl I had a little crush on, Julie (petit with a great face, conservative dresser and a really nice butt), a hot and experienced girl Mary (blonde, walked around without pants, perfect body, pretty slutty) , and a bisexual/lesbian couple: Jenny and Jess (redhead and brunette respectively, both attractive in their own ways, but didn’t go out of their way to avoid gay stereotypes).

We were treated to a wonderful display of Jenny, Jess and Mary making out for the guys' benefit (I had never even thought about a three way kiss before), but I had to remain quiet while everyone shared their views on kissing, the bases, sex, and other topics of an erotic nature. For example, we learned of the best and worst sex that Mary had had, some of the finer details of lesbian sex, and the various stages that Brad and his current girlfriend had reached. I didn't know much about Julie's sex life, and it was a turn on to hear about how she had been felt up by a few guys and fingered by one.

Then, somehow, Julie and Chris's hands found their way up Mary's shirt. They said they would have a "race". Being inexperienced I had to ask what they meant, and Brad told me, nicely (although I felt dumb for not knowing), that they were making Mary's nipples' hard. We then had a conversation about the best way to turn on a girl through her nipples. I wanted to ask if I could join in, or touch one of the girl's but I was too timid. Of course it seemed the next logical step would be for everyone, but me (because I was too nervous to ask) and brad (wistfully because he had a girlfriend) to take turns making out with each other. I watched, jealously, as Chris kissed Julie.

Finally Brad noticed my predicament and said that someone should kiss me before we went further. I felt bad, since this seemed like charity and I thought no one would want to kiss an awkward inexperienced guy like me. Brad asked Julie if she would and she agreed. Awkwardly, I approached her, rather nervous in anticipation. Our lips touched and mouths opened. I remember thinking she tasted rather neutral. I also was terrified, having no idea what to do. She broke it off quickly, saying she thought she heard Jenny's parents coming home. I wondered if that was an excuse to stop.

After things calmed down and we went to bed, I reflected on that night, thinking how I enjoyed the sexualized fun but wished my first kiss was more meaningful. Nothing further happened between Julie and I, and it took me until college parties to work up my courage and really kiss a girl. I wish I could repeat that night and do more than just kiss with my current levels of self esteem. Sadly I'm stuck with an awkward and perhaps unwanted first kiss instead.


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