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Posting Date 2007-05-25 21:12:15
Author debrulzall
Title Gone Forever
Category lost someone I loved (e.g. died)
Where it happend Sacramento, ca
Age then 20
Age now 20
Gender FEMALE
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Story Length 510
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So it was just about a month ago, October 11, 2006. I heard the news the day after, a good friend called to tell me that one of my really close friends had gotten into a motorcycle accident the night before..Had just picked up his brand new bike and was going 90 down a side street..Missed a stop sign, collided with a van. The van flipped twice, but no one was critically injured in the van. My friend died instantly...Which I guess is the best way to die, but he was only 19. It is horrible to think about...The pain is still so great.

He was a wonderful guy, a senior in College at just 19...Very brilliant. We had dated a few months back, but we were better as just close friends...I loved him...He was like a big teddy bear to me, standing a tall 6'9" ... He wasn't supposed to die! Everyone always thought he was so indestructable..Well this was the first time I had lost someone so close to me before...I went weeks after it happened lying awake at night just thinking about him and thinking he somehow was going to show up the next day, laugh, and say "just kidding" well that has yet to happen..And still, on occasion I lay awake at night wishing and hoping and praying that he is all right up there in heaven. I just want everyone to know, that you have to live every moment as if it is your last..That's how I have been living since his death.. Trying to live in the moment, live life to the fullest...Because going through something so horrible really changes how you view life...You never know when it is your time to go...Enjoy life..Please...Thanks.

This is for you hun,
It's only been a month since you passed away... But it seems like forever...And I still miss you just as much as before and that will never change! I can't go a minute or even sometimes a second without thinking of you... I hope you are watching over me.. I'm trying my best to be a better person, live in the moment, smile as much as possible, and be happy and optomistic...Because that's what you did and that's what you would have wanted and you were admired by soo many people..I still can't believe all of the people that showed up to your memorial, but you know all of this because you were watching over us.
I know you're here with us even if we can't see you..
I hope heaven is all it is cracked out to be because if it is I know you're having a wonderful time and you're happy to be where you are, even if everyone here is hurting for you and missing you.. Just know that you were loved by so many people ...

I will always remember you


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